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Ohwell, how many months had a loved you? You never knew how much i really love you and always take me for granted. Promised you i'll move on, promised others i'll move on, but when would it be the time i would really put you down and let everything go?

I've always wondered, am i really not good enough that you got over me that quickly? Even if we broken up, those 8 nights wasn't enough to make you fall for me more? Every now and then when i think about those 8 days we spend together, it was simply so worth remembering it.

I miss you hugging me to sleep, miss those greetings in the morning with a kiss, miss those time when you wipe away my tears, miss those time when you pull me closer to you, miss those time when you hug me when we're watching a show, miss those time you make sure i'm alright when i'm drunk, miss those time you came straight over when you know i'm crying, miss those long midnight walk, miss those time when we talk like best friends, miss those time when you would tell me every single thing, miss those time when you promised me to come over to sleep with me because i got used having you beside me, miss those time when we started fighting under the blanket, miss those time when you held my hand.

Do you even remember all this things as much as i do? Yea, i might repeat a thousands million time, but do you know all these memories are those that kept me hanging there, those memories that make me miss so much that i want to do it with you one more time?

A simple ' i've no feelings for her ' remember those promises you made? You said you would never hurt me, you said you'll be back for me, you said you'll take good care of me, you said you'll be there for me. Why can't you remember what you said, but i could remember exactly what you said? Why can't forget every single thing and i wouldn't be what i am right now.

Don't you know i'm hurting so much seeing you loving her so much? Don't you know i'm hurting so much seeing you with other girls? Don't you know i'm hurting so much at the fact that we're strangers right now? Don't you know i'm hurting so much because i was nothing to you at all?

I'm really very emotional right now, shall just post till here. Goodbye.